As Time Flies

update update..!!``

2006-10-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

Guess it's been a while since I last blogged. Things are kinda tough for the past one month. Lotsa shitz happened, life's kinda messed up abit with all sorts of problems, assignments and so on. Finally, I can get a break now to go home and chill for one whole week. Though it's not long but still it's enough for me to sit back and relax for a while. Growing up ain't easy, more responsibility to hove, more ups and down to go through, but still we need to move on. No point running away from everything, but still people get tired and needs time to REST! No worries at all for 1 whole week, ain't that good?? hehe. Btw, thanks to all my friends who are there with me going through ups and downs together with our projects and all. It's already 4 in d morning and I'm still up blogging here. I'm suppose to be in bed and go to dreamland. ish....... -signing off-

Life is really tough

2006-09-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

It's been 6 days since Vincent passed away. Looking at his pictures in his frienster, in my blog really brings back memories, how he trained me in library, how he jokes with us, wat he teach me about life and all. Now I really feel regret for not staying in contach with him since he left school till now. I know regretting won't change anything, since he's already gone. All I can do now is appreciate who I have now around me, no one can predict what will happen.

College on the other hand, I tough college will be my new life, everything will be different from before. But, who knows, history is starting to repeat. I'm never serious in work in everybody's eyes. I tried to be serious, I tried to help out, but end up I'm doing unecessary things. My actions are always playing, my ideas are always joking, it's just hard to accept these. I AM always walking around telling jokes around, talking trash around. That's just who I am, I talk trash so everyone won't get so tensed up. I joke to see smiles and laughters. But I know when to crap, when not to, it's really sad to know that most people don't know. When I'm serious, I want my ideas to come out, I want to help with the knowledge I have. It may not be the best idea, but at least LISTEN and understand waht I'm trying to say or do.

Is it really me doing the wrong thing? Being me myself and I. Or is it just...what? I want to know.

Condolence for Vincent Lee Kah Kin

2006-09-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

It is sad to hear the lost of our beloved friend, Vincent Lee Kah Kin who passed away due to heart problem. Let us pray from the bottom of our heart that, may he rest in peace and God bless him.

merdaka day

2006-09-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

Here I am sitting in front of my computer at 3.30 a.m. Thanks to some guys playing with their cars, sounds of fierce screeching tyres could be heard in my room. I was like, "oh damn...why can;t they do these when I was there??", and how I wish my car is here so that i can do the same thing. Anyway, since I'm pretty free now, might as well just update abit.

Merdeka day was over like, few hours ago. Many people celebrated by partying, watching fireworks, went clubbing (merdeka eve night la of course), etc. I on the other hand went chilling at a nearby park with my friends. we bought a big bottle of tiger each and just basically sit down and relax. Though there's not much activity but, its actually fun to just sit down chatting and chill with your friends. Man, when can you find these kind of things to do acter you graduate? Only in your youths you can do these kind of stuffs. It will be even better if many other joined us, and especially *sumbody la* for me. Hehe. But anyway, its great hanging with you guys though. You guys are just great.

let the party begin

what will you say for a tiger?

angelus with his wong fei hong pose

oh yea baby!!

I know......I look gay in this

guys enjoying da beers, girls go for vitagen

Well, that's the last picture before my batteries worn out. And again, it's great spending time chilling with you guys like that. Love you all.

Time Flies

2006-08-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with my friend and found AMC had their dinner night already. This means their form 5 is coming to an end. aihz.....how fast time can really fly. With a blink of an eye, I'm already in semester 3, and yet college is still new to me. My lecturer were talking about Milo and asked if we remember Milo truck back in primary. Flashback of those childhood days hit my mind. Looking at myself now, I realise time doesn't go slowly, it FLIES. aihz....just have to face it la. just follow the flow. haha.....just me babling again....lol.....

ahem hus is dis??

2006-08-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

ok...this will be abit 18SX so.....here goes....was havin lunch with my fren jz noe in a kedai kopi nearby....n while eating....i noticed sth weird on my plate.....

this is my rice (look closer)

closer view

o.O

ok.....its sausage la....but it really does looks wrong...i noe....anyway....just sth randombeing posted up.....

Down Memory Lane

2006-08-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

Was scrolling aroung my com as found some pix still alive in my folders. And since I'm freaking bored and my line is ok now, might as well just post it up la..

everyone messing the class with ice

me, mike, kei joe, rumesh
5 sc 5

kei joe
me, yew wai aka GOON

king mun, me , GOON!Board of student Librarian Excos

The Peacekeepers

2006-08-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm getting a little bored and Mr. Sam and I decided to start something interesting(ok....he started it, and I blog it...). So, check this out The Peacekeepers. ;)

Bill Gates the Devil??

2006-08-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

OK. No long long complaints today. Just sharing some interesting stuff I've found in FriendsterForum.

Bill Gates (the president of the Microsoft) may be the next antichrist:Revelation 13:18 says:

"Here is wisdom. Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666."

The real name of the Bill Gates is William Henry Gates III. Nowadays he is known as Bill Gates (III), where "III" means the order of third (3rd). By converting the letters of his name to the ASCII-values (which are used in computers) you will get the following:

B I L L G A T E S 3

66 + 73 + 76 + 76 + 71 + 65 + 84 + 69 + 83 + 3 = 666

- Adolf Hitler
- Joseph Stalin
- The Pope
(You can count number 666 from each of the names above.)

Is the fourth beast Microsoft corporation which represents the power of money? Revelation 13:16 and 13:18 says:

"He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads," "and that no one may buy or sell except one who has the mark or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

"Windows compatible?"

It looks like well-known OS's fall into the same category:

M S - D O S 6 . 2 1
77+83+45+68+79+83+32+54+46+50+49 = 666

W I N D O W S 9 5
87+73+78+68+79+87+83+57+53+1 = 666

Coincidence?

Interesting, eh? Ok, this is just one small article for us to share. Don't have to take is seriuosly, ok?

Actions took, robbers nabbed, peace finally.....I think.

2006-08-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Setapak terrors nabbed

By LOURDES CHARLES and ANDREW SAGAYAM

KUALA LUMPUR: After two weeks of painstaking investigations, police have arrested the snatch thieves who are believed to have killed Kolej Tunku Abdul Rahman (KTAR) student Lee Kean Yip and injured another.

In a massive operation conducted by the Wangsa Maju and Setapak police, officers raided a budget hotel in Jalan Pahang here at 4.30pm yesterday and captured four members of the gang, including the two who allegedly killed 18-year-old Kean Yip and seriously wounded Phang Kar Wei, 23.

The police fired a shot at one of the suspects who tried to attack the raiding party, injuring him in the groin. A fifth suspect managed to escape, and police have launched a manhunt for him.

Sentul OCPD Asst Comm Mohd Rodzi Ismail said the police learnt that the suspects, aged between 22 and 27, had checked into the budget hotel on Tuesday at 3.30pm and 7pm.

“We staked out the hotel and observed their movements and a 17-man police party later stormed the room,” he said.

“The suspects tried to attack us with iron rods and parangs but were overpowered by our men.”

Police seized several parangs, iron rods, alan keys, screwdrivers and spanners from the suspects, who were high on drugs. A urine test showed positive results for syabu and ganja.

With the arrest of the suspects – who all had previous convictions, and one having been detained in Simpang Renggam under the Emergency Ordinance in 2002 for robbery – police believe they have solved the killing of Kean Yip.

ACP Mohd Rodzi said initial investigations revealed that the suspects were involved in several robberies and other crimes in the Sentul district and elsewhere in the city.

It is learnt that two of the four motorcycles seized from them were reported stolen from Dang Wangi and Sentul earlier this year.

Wangsa Maju MP and Federal Territories Ministry parliamentary secretary Yew Teong Look said the public are indebted to the police for their hard work in tracking down the criminals.

“The cops have slogged through the past two weeks on the case. On behalf of the public, I would like to thank them for this great effort,” Yew said when met at the Setapak police station yesterday.

On July 29, two men on a motorcycle stabbed and slashed Kean Yip in Wangsa Maju as he was walking back to his hostel.

Minutes after the attack, Kean Yip’s fellow college student Kar Wei was attacked, but he survived.

The Star Aug 10, 2006

Finally, the polices took action, and the robbers are nabbed. Sometimes, I wonder, do we have to wait until "small matters" become "BIG matters" to take action? Why can't people just make an effort to prevent at the first place? Isn't things easier that way? I tought teachers taught us, "Prevention is better than cure", for good reason. Or is it just for us to make our essays look nicer, and to get better chance to score an A? *sighs* Just me thinking too much I guess.

Tired

2006-08-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

Got my results the other day, and sadly it's kinda disappointing. These are my results:

Sociology B+
Public Speaking C+
Organizational Communication C
Media Research Method D
Malaysian Studies B

Ya, I know, don't worry, try harder next time, n bla bla bla. Thanks for the advice people, I appreciate it. But, still I feel disppointed not because of the results, but myself because I didn't put full effort of what I have got. Not only that, I have helped somebody passed in MrM, and that particular "friend" appreciates me by not knowing when to shut up and stop boasting on how he can pass by studying the last minute. Thanks a lot, man. I'm not angry at him. Just myself for being dumb and stupid to help someone which I shouldn't and not putting the effort to work hard for the finals.

I'm tired of being dumb and stupid. Sick of helping people who don't appreciates. Fed up of lending help to people who don't wish for it, and end up hurting myself. I have tried to be nice, I have tried to care, I have tried lending hands. For years, I have tried, but for years I'm still seen as someone who don't care, someone who is just there for show, someone who is just one who don't give a damn thing for anything. Just because I'm being happy-go-lucky all the time? Just because I'm nice to all my juniors? Just because I don't show my commitment in front of everyone's faces? Or am I really just another son of Adam that just exist for no reason? Yes, I do believe in Karma. Everyone get what they deserves in return. But, I'm just tired and fed up of everything now. Now, my career, my future and my family, are my only concerns. These only matters to me now.

Sampah Masyarakat!!

2006-08-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

I've just about the thing n wrote lil' bit about it yesterday and today it comes out friendster bulletin board. By now, I assume everyone has heard/read about tha Tarc student who died after being robbed. For those who has no idea, read this (from friendster bulletin):

A first year student
fromTARC has been
killed in
taman desa setapak after being robbed by 2
robbers. The unlucky guy is being stabbed at the
back and slashed on his hand. He died at the
scene before the ambulans send him to hospital.

i noe every1 juz read this shocking news this few
days, and perhaps all of us is upset for this. but, u
noe wat? this poor kid IS POSSIBLE TO BEEN
RESCUED!

Actually, that day i m eating at desa wangsa maju.
Around that hour, someone had come to the clinic
beside the restaurant wang quan to ask for
emergency rescue. he said that they had call the
ambulance and ONLY asking the doctor on duty to
go to to the murder place to stop the bleeding.

it is just a small things rite? but guess what the
doctor say?

"I M VERY BUSY NOW. IT IS NONE OF MY
BUSINESS. IF U WAN ME TO HELP THE BOY,
ASK HIM COME HERE AND I WILL HELP HIM."

what the hell!!!!! is it a phrases come out from
dctor?? u expect someone been slashed and lie
only at roadside 100m away to CLIMB to ya clinic
to been rescued??

U ARE NOT YET A DOCTOR, EVEN A HUMAN!
FOR GOD SAKE!

i though it juz some hooligan fighting case around
there until i realise how big deal is the matter when
i read the newspaper on Saturday. i m shame on
him.

GUYS AND GALS, REMEMBER, BOYCOTT THE
CLINIC AT DESA WANGSA MAJU. THEY
REFUSE TO HELP A BOY FROM DYING. AND
THE BOY IS 11A STUDENT STUDY IN TARC
ACCOUNTING.

Plz and forward. thanks

write by ethan..

Well, you've read it. The sampah masyarakat I'm referring to is not only the robbers, but that bladdy DOCTOR. Why the f**k take medicine if you only treat people for money?? Go be conman better. Curse YOU!! Curse everyone in your neighbourhood to be very very healthy, since you pray for everyone to get sick to give you business.

As for the guy, whoever you are, may you rest in peace. Amen. Namoamithba. Isya-allah.

exams

2006-08-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to be havin exams now. Once I asked one of my fren about hows life, she gave me this reply that always put a big question mark on my head. The reply was, "die lor, exam coming, i wan suicide ledi." n throughout da whole conversation, she sounds tensed n stressed up. I noe exams are important, but wat always makes me question was, y must everybody get so tensed up jz because of exams? They take exams like, when they fail its the end of the world.

Let's take what i had seen with my own eyes recently. Few weeks back, we were having our finals and everyone was of course tensed. Suprisingly, or shud I say, as usual I'm one of da few hu dun really....not to say dun care, but looked relax about it. Many of them said, "oh, u smart ma...no need study wan....", i was like WTF? i dunno if they mean it or not, but to me, i was annoyed. I mean, wat da heck is wrong with being relax when exams next day? It's not that i ignore it completely, I just don't see the point of stressing myself up, 'boil' the books n notes like hell till skipping meals and no sleep, JUST because of not wanting to fail a paper. This is da problem with many people.

Whenever exams near, everyone starts panicking, afraid that they will fail, start burning midnight oils, 12 hours of studying. Sounds familiar? I bet you've seen it many many times. I dunno about anyone else, but to me, it sounds ridiculous. I mean, why reach until the limit of killing yourself just for a paper? My mom always boasted about how other people's sons and daughters burn the midnight oil for their studies. Ya, they did score well, 11As 12As etc etc. but watz da freaking use? Some of them, in fact, a FEW of them did get scholarships to further their studies in local universities. Yes congrats to them, but when I asked them hows studies, they shake their head giving me the message no good. "Why?? What subjects you take?" "Civil Engineering", "Pharmacist", "Medicine". "Nice wert, all geng geng subjects. Why you take? Interest?". "DON'T KNOW" datz da answer they gave. Just because everyone says all these can gurantee good future, they blindly take. Get my point?? There are some I know they really have interest in those field and I'm not blaming people for taking the course they like and the career they want, but those who took those course just because OTHERS (parents, uncles, aunties etc.) said they gurantee a big future. WTF? Aren't you smart to think?

What really pissed me off the other day(da time b4 i got into college) is when my mom's friend said taking Mass Communication has NO FUTURE, after finishing studies can become reporter only (her son took engineering btw....n its HER decision not HIS). Mahai, i choose the path I want to go, you don't agree also don't come and chai until like that. And who say mass communication no future?? Engineering VERY got future la. Aunty, read more nespaper la! Fresh graduates with no job are mostly engineering and IT students ah. Like dat got future la. Don't see other people become engineer very rich like that means very good future. Mass Comm also got wan ah. Who are da people behind TV's n radio channels that give u entertainment?? Who are da wans making da advertisements u see in ur TV, hear from ur radio, see again in BIG BIG posters in da street?? Who are the wans preparing those big big functions you attent??

*phew* i got a lil' off topic jz now i guess, but hey, its all related ok. Don't judge people just by looking at their papers, the number of As they got, look at THEM the human, the character. I got this from MY.fm dis morning. A boy was robbed and he was critically wounded. So passer-bys rushed to the nearest clinicS to ask for help while waiting for the ambulance to come. Those bladdy D-O-C-T-O-R-S gave responds like, "I don't have my kit, can't go", "By the time I go there, will be too late coz so far away", "Ask him come see me la, I got many patients waiting for me.", n all sorts of excuses la. What I'm trying to say is, people with good papers, good certs, are not necessary HUMANS. and people, come on la, no need get stressed up n kill urself coz of exams. Not worth it. There are better things to achieve than getting a small cert to work for people.

lol

2006-07-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

since everyone is doing these personality test, i might as well jz do it since i'm bored

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Dosha is Pitta

You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.

With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you

In love: You are picky but passionate

To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.

What's Your Dosha?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You Are Most Like George H. W. Bush

You're considered boring by people that don't know you well. But like Bush senior, you do crazy things.
Maybe you'll end up banning broccoli in your house, or puking on the Prime Minster of Japan!

What Modern US President Are You Most Like?

Your True Love Is a Scorpio

Why you'll love a Scorpio:

Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!).
You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion.

Why a Scorpio will love you:

You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for.
Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Long Foo Mun

2006-07-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate yesterday n it was great. Overall, da show is not bad but da ending really sux. y? in d end, everyone will tot da 3 main dude, will team up n come out with some ulti to defeat da bloody boss. see see da donnie yen (wong siu lung) go dan chau with da fella n win, char tou. da story line was very simple. siu lung leave gate, siu fu find he back. n many others la, very easy to und. but huz watching da show for da story anyway, read da comic better la. da main thing of da show were all da fighting scenes n they r all great, must watch wei. well, there r lotz of sad parts in da show, but me n rumesh made it turned out to be comedy instead. talking bout live entertainment huh. anyway, aint wanna blab much more about it, go watch it urself, highly recomended.

aihz....sienzz.....

2006-07-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

itz been holidays for few days....i'm back home in ipoh....n things were not bad....i get meet my ipoh fwenz....raced with them....n jz driving around ipoh makes me glad. though itz a waste of petrol but, onli a few noe da feeling n joy of driving....but though itz holiday...many things r still in my mind....not onli missing her but also da so called jobs which i wanted to do...but many other things happen la...n everthing jz keep juggling around my brain...making me confuse n lost...aihz...stage of growing up, i take it as....i cant imagine myself worrying about family, financial problem, etc etc. in da future....really, i hope i dun have to worry about financial stats....hu doesnt? but how do i avoid myself from dat? ya....study hard n get a job....but to me...studies doesnt determine ur future n being da top scorer in diploma or degree doesnt necessary give u a good job.....wat if i cant find a job? or i get a job with low pay etc etc. how do i repay my parents? yeah....i can survive but, da money dat is used for my studies will be jz wasted n burned into ashes n thrown into da drain.....izzit worth it? ....many questions in mah mind......argh...dam......aihz.....datz jz life....need lots of thinking......

everyday

2006-07-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

everyday we face the sun,
everyday we face the wind,
obtacles we face in our lives,
must be shared,
or we'll have pain in the ass
handling all alone

that is why we hold hands,
to face the world,
just in case one falls,
there is always a helping hand,

at the end of the day,
sorrow n depression is cared
and happiness is shared.

-mengzz-
dedicated to all friends n noizY gorgeu5

PS: I'm FREAKING BORED!!!

update update.....

2006-07-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

FINALLY !!!! exams over, sem 2 over, now waiting for sem 3 which is still 3 weeks ahead....dun ask me how i did for the exams....coz it sucks....n i noe dis thing here had been left till spider webs are grown all over......so now....since i'm bloody free.....might as well pile everything in here at once....

sem 2 is never fun but being with frenz, working on assignments together, chilling n hanging around together, really fix up tensions from exams n piles of projects n assignments. in dis very short 4 months of sem 2, many things happen. we made new frenz with da march intake peepz, friendships from sem 1 grew stronger, noizY gorgeu5 is born, etc etc.

in studies, sem 2 really f*ed up....expecially mrm n public speaking n malaysian studies. all 3 of these subjects really gave us lotz of headaches. but to make up to those, sociology class is our most beloved. not onli da class is interesting, da lecturer is a cool fella as well. he even helped us to the end for our finals, THANKS FUAD!! as for the others, dun even feel like talking about it. time tables on the other hand really sucks. therez one day with a 8 hour back to back marathon n another day which onli require students to go college for ONE class for ONE hour, n also another day which has a 4 hour break....cool huh.....

but one thing good about mrm class during sem 2. there is where noizY gorgeu5 is born. we r asked to think of a name for da group. so we decided to name ourselves noizY gorgeu5 since we always making da most noise, talking nonsence da most n generally da noisy peepz. noizY gorgeus consist of mengzz cn(code name) cay, shu yee cn mad cow/jumping moo, josh cn ape man, ben cn pink piggy, n finally angelus cn da bear. pictures will be posted later. so, through out da whole sem, we eat, hang out, do assignments together most of da time, though misunderstanding n internal affair do happen, but da holy rays shines on us n we manage to solve all misunderstandings n be frenz again. n from there mr. sam, vice chairman of the organization 26 named us noizY gorgeu5, the holy cross.

so, things went by, time passes n now we finished our finals, completed sem 2 n to spend our final time together, we went port dickson. sadly, one of da noizY gorgeu5 couldn't make it, but overall it was great fun. though itz onli about 24 hours together, but i was GREAT! 9 peepz including 4 members of noizY gorgeu5 went n it was a great trip. thx u peepz for da fabulas trip, love u guys. pictures will be posted later, coz no one had send me anything. i wan my pix shu yee!!

n now, everyone's back home enjoying their holidays, spending time with families, some working, etc. anyway, though we have finish 2 sems in KDU, but our journey is yet to reach the end, it may seem long but without noticing, it will be over with a blink of an eye, though 2 more yrs is not long nor short, we, my frenz, we make dis 2 more yrs together da most memorable one in our lifes n noizY gorgeu5 especially, as promised, we go thru our college life together no matter wat, task groups n assignment groups, we will always be together, no one will tear us apart, not onli until we finish our diploma or degree, until everyone of us reach our last day in dis world. LOVE U ALL !!! n frenz 4ever......

4's

2006-06-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

stole these from

Frog Face Foo

......ok...should i say took/borrow...not steal....dun sue me for dat....

4 jobs I would stink at:
1) Science Teacher- wanna noe my for all my science subjects?
2) Carpenter- ever seen my KH project?
3) Cleaner- well, da things i clean are never clean
4) Pilot- another 911 will happen....trust me...

4 nicknames I’m making up for myself:
1) mengzz- ok...itz MY name but..nvm la
2) radioactive- my ICQ name i forgot how da heck da idea came from
3) mc²- ask kevin lim
4) mcc- same as above

4 movies I can watch over & over:
1) Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children- Shall I say more?
2) You Got Served- u'll noe if u watch dis movie
3) all stepehn chow's movie- i just love his movies man
4) Scary Movie [all]- LOL !!!

4 alcoholic beverages I enjoy from time to time:
1) BACARDI COKE!!!
2) vodka pure
3) Wine
4) JD

4 fantastic destinations I would like to go to on vacation before I pass out:
1) UK
2) Japan
3) Korea
4) Aussie

4 things I love to do on weekends:
1) SLEEP!
2) SLEEP!
3) SLEEP!
4) ok la...hang out la...

4 celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
1) Charmaine Sheh
2) Zhang Ziyi
3) Jessica Alba
4)

4 objects I could not live without:
1) my com...with internet la of course
2) my hp
3) MONEY!!!
4) hp charger...

4 gadgets I do not have which I would quite like to have:
1) HONDA INTERGRA!
2) TOYOTA AE86!
3) TOYOTA CEFIRO A31!
4) MAZDA RX7

4 bloggers tagged:
1)

Seng Foo aka Frog Face

GOON!!!

chuilynn

Joshua Loke

time to update....

2006-06-22T11:35:00.000+08:00

ok...since i'm bloody free now n i realised i've left my blog to rot for about a month ledi....i might as well jz write sumthing here...
well, i'm fine here, still alive, kinda healthy n all....exams are near, competitions r getting hotter, everything is spiced up....interesting ei...anyway, datz all for now...have to prepare stuffs for my major presentations....so gotta run...

Michael Angelo- Guitar Legend

2006-06-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

nicholas teo

2006-05-22T02:57:00.000+08:00

anyone noe huz nicholes teo?? jz in case u guyz dunno, hez da 2001[if i'm not mistaken] ASTRO TALENT QUEST winner.....so.....why do i suddenly say sth about him?? well, no....i'm not his fan or anything....though i like some of his songs but i dun really like him much.....y again?? coz i jz found sth interesting from kenny sia's blog....yes it is related to him[i mean nicholas]....nth funny or wat....jz a little sth for his die hard fans...

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Q n A

2006-05-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

1. Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
- ya....chuilynn....coz i jz stole dis thing from her blog....thx ya...

2. Do you think your life has been good so far?
- eh....ok la.....ma ma dei...

3. Where is the last place you went?
- yuyee....yum cha...

4. Who is the last person you called?
- like i'll remember...

5. Who is the last person you texted?
- pei li....i'm being a da secondary messenger.....sender comes from msn to me n from me sms to dis pei li...ish.....

6. Been cheated on?
- nah....

7. Do you look like your mom or dad?
- dad...according to da whole world.....

8. Do you have any siblings?
- 2 younger bros...

9. Do you smile often?
- no....i laugh...WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

10. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
- nah....tell me if u r.....

11. Is anyone dreaming of me now?
- like i will noe....

12. Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)
- creativity.....

13. Do you wish on stars?
- no.....

14. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
- no....lazy wanna tie back da nex time i wear.....

15. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten?
- imagine finding a cockroach in ur food.....

16. Would you kill someone?
- dat depends....

17. When did you last cry?
- da time when i watched "i not stupid 2"...

18. Have you ever met anyone famous?
- hez kinda famous geh....anyone noe huz bryan yong from "boyz search" or sth like dat.....n he jz won FIRST runner-up in dis "celebriteen" thing few days ago.....

19. Do you like your handwriting?
- of course i do.....du-uh....

20. Are you a friendly person?
- hell yeah....am i?

21. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
- huh?? wat kinda question is dat??

22. Are you keeping a secret from the world?
- shhh...dun tell anyone.....i'm actually a HUMAN.....shhhh!!!

23. Do you regret anything?
- hu dont??....

24. Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
- my own bed la....du-uh...

25. What colour shirt are you wearing?
- blue.....

26. Do you have any pets?
- nah....ma fan....

27. Most recent movie you watched?
- poseidan.....CEKAP OH!!

28. What colour are your bedsheets?
- blue, white, brown, etc etc etc etc.......

29. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- msn-ing.....

30. I cant wait..?
- be as rich as BILL GATES!!!

31. If you could drink anything right now what would it be?
- vodka pure + some lemon juice.....

32. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
- do i have to?

33. Ever cried on a friends shoulder?
- nah....

34. Do songs make you cry?
- not really.....

35. Are you normally a happy person?
- uh huh.....

36. Has anyone besides your friends and family said "i love you" to you?
- a hell lot!! hey....if not friends or family say i love u...means stranger la!!! datz weird....

37. Current Piercings?
- tak da

38. Long or Short Hair?
- not too long not too short....

39. Currently wearing?
- t-shirt n pantz

40. Love rings?
- onion rings...HELL YEAH!!!

41. Love bracelets?
- depends....

42. Love necklaces?
- dependz

43. Love skirts?
- eh.....i dun wear...i'm a GUY!! but if girl wear.....depends la..

44. Love perfumes?
- makes my nose itchy....dun like.....

45. Love handbags?
- nO!...

46. Favorite colour?
- blue, red, black, yellow, bla bla bla.....anything will do la..

47. Current Music?
- cannon.....from O2 jam

48. Current Thing I Wish I was Doing?
- O2 jamming.....here line dam SLOW ah!!!

49. Current mood?
- aihz....dun wan talk about it....

50. Am i a shopaholic?
- does window shopping count??

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2006-05-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

honestly.....

2006-04-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

1. Honestly, are you in love right now?
kind of la

2. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
assignments, exam, n many many other things....

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
doing dis shit

4. Honestly, what did you do today?
had 8 hourr classes back to back....

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
nah....

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
dunno leh.....slept in class counted?

7. Honestly, do you watch the Disney channel?
used to.....when i have da channel.....

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
no....wat for?

9.Honestly, what makes you happy most of the
time?
seeing sumbody.....

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
never ever....

11.Honestly, what is your mood right now?
tired....

12. Honestly, who do you want to look at?
sumone la....

13. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
i'm not an angel or god ok.....of course i do!

14. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
eh.....

15. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right
now?
sumone....again.....

16. Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
GUAN SI MOU???........no

17. Honestly, are you in denial?
ha???

18. Honestly, do you really want someone badly
right now?
ya....sumone.....again [how many times do i need to repeat???]

19. Honestly, do you like someone?
du-uh...lazy wanna type da same thing again.....

20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
like da hell i noe....

21. Honestly, are you going anywhere with them?
them who???

22. Honestly, did you answer all these questions
honestly?
ya....DU-UH...i'm always honest!! ....most of the time....

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2006-04-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

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I'm BORED!!!

got robbed....sobz...

2006-04-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

Ok. I noe I've left my blog to collect dust for quite sumtime. Why?? Lazy la. What else?? but since i'm freaking bored, I might as well post some update bout me in PJ

College life is fine. Studies r ok, number of frenz r increasing, more real life dramas r showing...kinda interesting though, still healthy n alive n financially tight. Reason?? Got robbed. Yes, ROBBED!! in PC fair. aihz.....memang.....da story goes like this:

Went to PC fair for a walk coz got nth to do. While walking around, looking at ppl promoting their products, my fren searching for a laptop, see those aunties n uncles getting con, until i reach da speaker section. As I walk in, itz heaven, you can hear blasting musics in every corner. Companies promoting their speaker. Basically none of them really caught my ear until i walked to da Sonic Gear booth. As usual, sonic gear's speaker blast da best sounds. n there comes this guy, showed me several speakers n this EVO550KFX caught my attention. Not onli it sounds wonderful n look kewl. da price is f***ing cheap!! 150 bucks!! for dis wonderful speaker together with a microphone!! where can u get sumthing dis good??!! Without hesitation, i ran to da nearest ATM, withdraw da money n bought da speaker. There, got robbed 150 bucks by sonic gear. I noe itz worth it to have such a nice speaker with dat price, but....it really made me eat roti canai everyday after dat....sobz....

my speaker

There goes da story of my speaker. n since i've left my blog empty for weeks n now i finally got da time to upload my pics to my com. here r some pics of me n my frenz.

josh, me n ben
have u watch final destination?? u'll und ids pix when u watched it

ben n me.....dun we look like bro n sis?? well, lotz of ppl said so....i wonder why

Well, datz all from me so far. More pix will come, if da line here keeps getting better n better. Assignments r pilling, examz r coming, dun think i'll have da time to blog much. but i'll try my best to keep dis page updated. till then....chaoz....

dulan ah....so sui nowadays

2006-04-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

y i say very sui?? 1st, lost my watch...i dunno how but i lost it.....then got into accident [nth serious...i'm still in ine piece]....some blur dude bang into my frenz car...man.....then lost my hand band....nth serious about dis la....jz....y my things kept going missing??!! just pray dat nobody steal my wallet or any part of my PC....i'm gonna track dat fella n screw him kau kau if i catch him.....ish ish.....now pulak bored like hell.....n i mean B-O-R-E-D !!!! ARRGGHH!!!!! i'm gonna go crazy if things still moves dis way.......ISH!!! DULAN!!!

first day of skewl.....

2006-03-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

finally....skewl starts....new sem, new subjects, new lecturers, new frenz, new timetable, bla bla bla....da first new lecturer we got to know is Ms. Dayang....hu teaches organsational communication [or sumthing like dat la....forgot ledi].....well, dun wanna comment on her....sked get nto trouble....after class, went for DATE MOVIE.....well, itz not as gd as i expected....hafta admit....scary movie is better......aihz.....very blank la my mind today....dunno wat to crap.....

dayz of boredness......finally goin to be over

2006-03-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

after one whole long week.....i finally found out da 'emptiness' if u've not nth to do at ALL for a whole week.....nothing to study, no assignment, nth....just staying at home, staring at da computer, watching initial D, going to any blog just to find sth interesting to read or see or jz ta laugh at....really.....having nth to do really can drive one fella MAD!!! even getting bored with DOTA which normally get sumone addicted.....imagine dat.....tomolo pulak hafta go ching ming.....ish...y so early?? dun ask me....ask my family....aihz.....u might think...."now at least u got sth to do"......to tell da truth...i'd rather go for class or doing assignments, at da LAST minute!!!......ish.....

wish list......for cars la....

2006-03-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

ok....i've been watching initial D...n playing Need For Speed nowadays.....n my interest towards cars had increased....n started to think....wat if one day i get to choose wat car i wan....wat will it be?? hmm.....answers......

Levin

dis Levin AE86 is one kewl car for drifting....not onli itz kewl....itz MEANT for drifting....n i like drifting...it is know as the best car for drifting....according to drift king, Tsuchiya Keichi

Trueno

Trueno AE86 is no big diff from Levin's 86...juz da head lights and others la....yes, u can see da noob jay chow driving it in Initial D, but hey...i like it not bcoz of him nor initial D....same as levin...itz a good car to drift....n i like drifting.....

Toyota Supra

b4 i got myself into da drifting world....i liked dis car...i dunno y.....maybe coz of da design.....but when it come with a 2000cc twin turbo engine.....tell u....i can get from penang to singapore in juz 3 hours...

MR2

finally, comes da MR2...y i put it last is bcoz itz da most expensive among all....but i like da design n stuff....really suits my taste....

ok....datz all for cars now....if anyone is generous enuff to buy me one....I DUN MIND!! i would love dat person for life....but i wun be a slave la....hehz....dream dream dream.....hey hu noez.....u might see one of these roaming aroung PJ or ipoh or even penang.....with a big [mengzz] sticker on da windscreen....hehez.....

Initial D......VRROOOOMMMM....

2006-03-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

have been maarathoning dat thing for 3 days ledi....3 days stage 1, 2, 3 semua sapu...now left project D which is stage 4...hope by da time i finish i'm not dead yet....arghh....now mata bengkak ledi...ish....

deaf karaoke.....

2006-03-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone knows wat da heck is karaoke. I believe one of my blog reader really loves karaoke....rite?? ;P But have anyone wonder how deaf people karaoke? Yes, they can't hear anything, but at least they can se da words rite?? check dis out....

0.0 try it...

so long.......farewell....

2006-03-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

no no....i'm not da wan going anywhere....i'm sating farewell to my frenz hu r going to NS now....though i know dat they're not gonna see dis...but hu cares anyway......n about da previouse post....it was written when mr. LKM is in his "siao" mode coz sumthin happen so...dun worry ok....there r guyz hu asked me wat happen but...aihz....dun wanna talk bout it ledi...but i appreciate it...hehz.....well, now i'm darn bored....just wanna crap sumthing onli la....

last nite went for a small farewell for my fren, mr. kevin lim, hu in now in kelantan ~~to kau lui~~ for NS....din do much la....went for pizza in tesco...then went dota...we got pawned till flat flat...sobz...go fight with pro....dam...then send his gf home..then go see race....illegal wans there is...i'm not driving..~~dam..should have brought my car~~...was in kevin's cousin's car when they scout around...look for ppl....n RACE!!....fuiyoh...to some..it might be stupid n dangerous...but to me...itz FUN!! ~~i'm gonna try it soon~~ it IS foolish to do all these but this is life...u have fun, no have fun...u'll still die....went racing for 2 rounds then balik rumah....aihz....sien....n now....bored bored n darn BORED!!!....ish....

Trust....

2006-03-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

What is trust? I guess its easy to get da meaning from dictionary but its really hard to know the true meaning of it. Well, why? Look around you, your peers, your friends, classmates, collegues, etc. are they really trustable? 100%? Well, nowadays, its really hard to know somebody who is 100% trustable. I just finish my exam and therez an article about about-to-wed couples actually hire private detectives to "investigate their future husband/wife. Why? God knows. ASk yourself, are all your friends around you 100% trustable? Find it hard to answer? It is hard. Well, the fact is, onli 1/100 is the one you can fully trust and that really depends on your own "skill" to know that. Well, unfortunately, I'm not. I'm always stupid, trusting the wrong person, telling him/her my secrets, my feelings and in the end, got myself hurt. Yeah, I always learn things the hard way. friends may be nice to you, friendly and so on, but when it comes to decisions which involves themselves, as human they automatically think of themselves and give u a stab if that is the only way. Well, its hard to blame people for that, can only blame out own stupidity to trust the wrong person. And why the hell do I always forgive and forget, and in the end, got stabbed by the same knife till it go through until i learn the lesson? Why can't I learn anything from the first stab when evrything is still "heal-able" as the cut isn't deep? Am I stupid or am I just too dumb? Is god trying to tell me not to trust anyone anymore? Or does anyone trust me at the first place? Am I not a trustworthy person and god is trying to teach me the hard way? Don't ask me why I'm writing this shit, I don't wanna answer. I trust no one anymore, I'm not telling anyone my secrets, I learned my lesson and its hard. And I shall repeat, I trust no one no more, even if i say i trust you, its not 100%. I don't want to do stupid things to hurt myself no more. I had enough.

0.0

2006-03-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

results finally out.....some have tears of joy, some sad, some waiting for rewards from parents, most deciding on which college to go, some waiting for form 6, some going NS......heh....my things happen after this....my results? how good can u expect? onli got 1 A for eng....the others...*blueks*...went down da drain.....especially my add math....all my effort...boil boil boil everyday...in the end...wat i get?? C5...DAMN!!! but suprisingly...i got B4 for my physics....i went 0.0 after seeing it....as for others.....aihz....forget it....i even failed my kimia...how great my result is.....hehz....n now....exam....fianl term exam...ish....n juz scrwed up intro to mass comm paper....FARK DAMN!!!.....aihz....all i can do now is pray for myself to pass...aihz....

AAAALOOOOHAAA!!!!

2006-03-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

well....itz been a while since i blogged....coz i was really bz recently....first there were assignments...we need to finish our portfolio which includes 6 tasks, n as malaysians, lotz of us left till da last minute...2ndly, final exam is coming...n itz tuesday 14th March...yes..i have to rush back after taking my results...3rdly, da connection in da hostel is very cacated as usual...very damn slow...n i mean S-L-O-W!! even connecting to msn is a problem...ish ish....n exam is out tomolo n wish all u guyz all da best....n for those NS dudes...welcome back!! n for those going for NS...sayonara..gonna miss u guyz...hehe...

typing this really brings back memories....aihz...

man i miss those days

results....ARGHH!!!!!

2006-03-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

as everyone noe...results are coming...evryone is tense, scared...so do i..though i already started college n dun really care bout my results but hey...i do care bout my 1119 n add maths paper...da only subs i put effort on....well anyway...best of luck to everyone n may god bless u guyz...hehe

da dark side of da world

2006-03-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

no matter where we go, where we study, work or even being in clubs n societies..we hafta at least meet one person who is a not so being "sun ngan" by other peepz...for example....u r in a club, u tried to do sumthing for it...but wat da so called exco do? ignore...y? jz bcoz u join late than them n a bit inexperience for da club, they think watever u do a rubbish...sense it?...n when u din do anything...they think ur useless arse hu jz join to get cert...wat more...after finishing form 5...they stabbed u saying ur rubbish n did mothing for da club as an exco.....

same goes with uniform units...u did wat u should do as n exco....wat happen? ur name is being put up BIG on da notice said "***** WHO DIDN'T DO THEIR WORK"...wtf is this?? just because they din see wat we do...or perhaps our job is hard to show ppl dat we did wat we do...they assume dat we did nothing n we r bunch of sh*t...

fwenz r da same thing...betrayal....da worst among all...once ur a group doing a job...once sumthing goes wrong...they run away...blaming everyone else...heh...feel da heat? wat reminds me of all these? some "drama" in college....wanna noe?

k...imagine...u have a bunch of fwenz...all of u hang out a lot from da beginning...then one day...one of ur member went sumwhere else n came back...then u ask.."did u see {sumbody] in [da place he/she went]?"...da reply.."if [da sumbody] is there, u think i'll hang out with u all ah??"....how will u feel? other than dat, imagine again, [A] owes [B] money...one day [B]'s running out of cash n needed it..then [B] went n ask for cash from [A]...then [A] shows da pissed of face n gave money back to [B] n walked away angrily....[B] felt bad n gave da money back(thru sumbody else) to [A]...n [A] went "really?!" n took da money back without hesitation....n his ex found out da money is to buy sumthing for her n she suggest dat she pay [B] instead...n [A] tak da rasa no nothing......get my point?

aihz...y da hell m i writing all these? i dunno....i jz feel like writing n i noe everyone will think da same way i did....ish...y must these kind of drama happen everywhere i go?? aihz.....

CANT SLEEP!!

2006-02-28T03:29:00.000+08:00

WTF!!!! ITZ 3.30 IN DA MORNING N WTF M I DOING HERE??!!!! Y?? COZ I CANT SLEEP!!!! Y??? ASK GOD Y!!!!

Three Things

2006-02-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Three things.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. kok meng
2. mengzz
3. mc²

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eh....
2. er??
3. erhm.....

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. ??
2. O.O
3. o.O

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Brunei
2. Penang
3. Ipoh

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. losing my com
2. being broke
3. being killed?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. my com
2. $$$$
3. H2O

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. t-shirt
2. shorts
3. specs

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS:
1. LP
2. FM
3. Michael Learns to Rock...... wat??

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. hmmm......
2. chickidy.........
3. cheeeeesseee.......

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I'm a guy
2. I'm human
3. I hate S** *e*

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. spend money like pouring water
2. game game game 24/7
3. rob a bank

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. on9
2. game
3. watch ~~porn~~ movie

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. having a kewl game to play
2. hug her
3. be by her side...

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. being rich
2. score well in exams....n i mean WELL!!
3. eh.....??

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. movie directing/producing/writing
2. PR
3. game designer?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. LA
2. Las Vegas
3. UK

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. make at least 2 movie...
2. being rich
3. having a happy life..?

stole dis thing from chingy's blog....hope u dun mind chingy.. ^.^

for my fwenz

2006-02-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

since i got nth to crap...i might juz dedicate a lyric [not song] for my fwenz la...i find dis song very meaningful as it teaches ppl to appreciate fwenship...

Graduation (Friends Forever)
by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And when we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

YEAH!!!! officially 18!!

2006-02-24T15:07:00.000+08:00

hehe....finally!! i'm 18!! secara buka buka watch ~~porn~~ [18] movies ledi!! muahahHAHAHA!!!! kay...too excited till siao ledi....or should i say...play game too much....hehe....seems like itz been a while since i last post sumthing...hehe...well, kinda bz ~~gaming~~ nowadays....hehe...about my my birthday, nth much happen la...jz a normal day...me n my college fwenz went one U for pink phanter n fun with n jane...aihz...one sad thing...got no present...but at least dis yr more peepz wish me la....especially her...hehe...i'm happy with dat...THX PEEPZ!!....hehe.....well, now...sitting at home[KDU ah....not ipoh]...staring at da monitor...writing dis post...then hafta move on with my portfolio....aihz...hafta study summore...long time din touch books ledi....aihz...nanti fail....KANTUI LA!!! mother omnislash[FF7 dat wan...no juggernaut wan] me....ish...

bored BORED!!!

2006-02-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

originally wanna post some old pix for memories.....but da ~~fucking~~ mozilla kept having error n shut down....DAMN...spent 1 hr for nth...so since god dun wan me to post those for some reason, so i might as well jz crap sumthin....i have a announcement to make....which is......*arhem* ladies and gentlemen, i'm here to announce dat Mr. Lee Kok Meng aka mc² is dam ~~martha farking~~ BORED....i repeat....B-O-R-E-D!!! i noe i noe....i'm at home...but still feeling bored...dunno y...aihz...

n btw...Happy Bday NUSSIE!!! (if ur reading la)...sowee ya...cant celebrate with yer... ^.^ i balik dat time belanja u makan ok?? hehe.....

Mass Comm n campus life......so far...

2006-02-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

hya peepz....i'm very very dam bored now.....n tot dat may of u guyz out might be thinking which college to go n wat course to take.....n since i'm so dam f***ing bored now....i might as well tell u about life in KDU

first letz talk about life la.....life here so far is great...when i say great...it means GREAT!!! i met lotz of wonderful peepz here....n there're lotz of activities for u....such as...my club, PARTS, Performing Arts, the r organizing a 2 minute scetch(how do u spell it?? my eng degraded ledi) writing competition, which participants write a script of a 2 mins scetch....n then da top 4 script writer will be given actors n actress from PARTS to direct.....means become director la.....interesting eih? datz jz one of da plannings for dis yr....another project is COSPLAY....yeap..costume play...need i say more bout it?? hehe.....datz onli PARTS.....mass comm club is another wan organizing these kinda stuff.....n btw, hitz.fm came to our col yestersday....they give away Fort Minor posters, Hot magaznes, etc.....n guess wat.....i won free movie tickets to Final Destination 3 !!!!! hehe.....now thinking who to take....

now done with da dun stuff....now lemme talk a lil' bot mass comm.....so far, we only took 3 subjects coz da first semester'z about 3 mths onli......da 3 subz r Intro to Mass Comm, Writing and Referencing Skills, and Critical Thinking and Reading Skills...... intro to mass comm is obviously jz theory....nth much to talk about.....same goes to writing n referencing.....which means writing essays.....my fav'z da critical thinking.....u r taught to be open-minded.....in class, u get to argue bout one issue...n datz wat i like.....hehe....

wow....guess dis is da longest stuff i've ever post...hehe.....tiba-tiba feel bangga tim....che wah.....anyway, today is a gd day.....see all da gals receive gifts.....my fwen ~~wasted~~ spent 38 bucks to buy candies for da gals!!! wtf??!! aihz....wat to do....ppl rich ma.....i onli bought 1 for *ahem* =....sumbody la......aihz....cant help it....broke ledi....~~play dota too much~~ living cost here very high.....

guess datz all from me la for today.....i try update everyday la....coz ~~lazy~~ busy ma.....m i?? hehe.......

big momma's in da hs.....

2006-02-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

went watch big momma the other day.....n it was gd....at least my 10 buvks wasn't wasted.....though i'm already broke......yes....i mean BROKE....dam cham man being broke in kl.....aihz anyway....da movie was kewl....had a gd laugh.....i was kinda moody dat day....i dunno y.......aihz...now pulak blur...dunno wat to type.....isk...wth is wrong with me???!!

Valentines Day

2006-02-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

Valentines dayz jz like about 6 days away.....aihz....feel lke buying sumthing for her(dun ask me who...some of u noe ledi....) but....dunno wat...chocolates? flowers? toys?.....well dats not da main prb actually....da main probz $$$.....yes M-O-N-E-Y!! y? coz......mom onli give money cukup cukup utk makan saje....sobz...."u noe wat is atm??" some may ask.....of course i noe watz atm....prob is....my card is with my mom.....say "borrow for a while.....i wan use... "o.O wat the....??!! aihz....apa boleh buat? steal? beg? borrow?.....er....hafta go until dis level meh?.......isk.....save up da money and buy better stuffs for da bday better la.... rite rite?? anyone agree?? or.....anyone disagree?? isk....

-mengzz-

arhemm....

2006-02-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

it has been a while since i blog here....any way....college life's ok, life in kl is expensive, assignments made me mad, n exams as well....aih.....dun wan talk about it....shouldn't have drift during CNY....now no car here....dammit!! thanks goon....

now lets talk a bit bout CNY la.....dis yr's CNY was kinda bored..gamble drink gamble drink taek ang pow....datz all...din go penang summore....less 3 ang pow ledi...sobz...

anyway....gtg do assignment ledi....jz psting some rubbish onli la....

-signing off-

hmm...cheese.....

2006-01-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

finally i've got da time n chace to blog....YAY!!! college now is kinda fun, coz get to know lotz of fwenz but watz sad is we got lotz of assignment to do....sobz.....futhermore, examz nex week !! ARGH!!!! hafta study...sobz..college knot fail wan....well, i chose wat to study, n PAID for it....so, mz study....hmm.....anyway, will be back for CNY for about a week....and.....and.....and......dunno wat to type ledi la....aihz....assignment really made me blur....sobz....back at da hostel pulak bored like hell...sooner or later i'll go crazy coz of boredness....haha.....anyway, head got blank ledi....dunno wat to write....

[signing off]

class begin....

2006-01-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

finally, class starts...well, my lecturer din teach much....jz brief on wat r we gonna do in class....intro to mass comm class is ok...but not much activity. then ms. karen came in n told us bout da friend to friend program, where we intro ppl into KDU...anyone interested??... then it was writing and referencing skills class...same thing went thru, brief bla bla bla...n we did and ice breaker game which we have to remember all our classmates name...took us about n hour to finish da game...

then it was break. well, itz not a break actually...our nex class starts at 4 while we finish at 2...2 hrs, i walked up n down da college n finally found out dat i can use da com!! went to da com lab, create an account n went blogging till 3.45 n wait for class to start. then critical thinking class starts...same thing, brief brief brief...n we r ask to write our background, 3 things bout ourselves(which we hafta share with da whole class), n issues we wanna discuss about during class....man, da self describing was long...n in fact, lotz of us share da same interest...

when class finish, went to da entrance n wait for my dad. at da same time, chat with some of my new fwenz n i saw a toyota AE86!! together with da tofu logo!!! waited 2 hrs for my dad n when he arrives, straight hop on da car n start our journey home....and now here i am....home sweet home...:)

KDU, Day 2: Orientation 2

2006-01-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

since i still got 30 mins b4 my class start, i might as well type one more....

day 2

da thing starts with da ice breaker session(normally) where everyone has to stand up, say their name n sit down...then we went to da ice breaking game......da game works like dis.....

we pass around a whole stack of plate around when da music goes, n when da music stops, da dude holding da plate will randomly choose anyone n da "chosen wan" will have to say his/her name.....if fail, da dude gets punishment......n there goes da ice breaking session...nth intereting actually, so i wum brag about it la......

then we move on to a few games n da last game, which is sort of like an amazing race where we run to stations n complete tasks. da diff is dat we need to get da most points to win, not da fastest. my gouap was Group 4.....our 1st sation was da bean tranferring, where we transfer beans from one plate to another which are buried on flours with.....CHOPSTICKS!!! n there r onli 3.....man dat was diff. then we proceed to da second which we need to put thread thru as many needles as possible. then later we move to da 3rd station where we did some stupid acting for da song which was given....n we got "My Heart Will Go On- Celine Dion"....so, i guess u noe wat happen la.....our acting was stupid.....n nex da 4th station....dis is da worst part...da name of dis game was, "Peanut Butter Snack" n guess wat we need to do....we choose 2 dudes to........not eat da most peanut butter but........1 dude lick off da peanut better from another dudes......LIPS! n our team weren't gal-gal or boy-gal.....but, GUY-GUY!!! man dat was DISGUSTING!!!!, then da 5th station was a simple game......remember three leg race? where 2 fella tie their leg together n run?? well, we hafta tie EVERYONE'S leg.....yeah....da whole team.....then da last station was "suck da beans!"....u can guess it la.....transfer as many beans using a straw.....then we moved back for da prize giving n then all balik.....

i pulak walk up n down, got my fingers scan, got a new num, sms to every single dudes in my phonebook, had dinner balik, sleep.......datz 2nd day in KDU......n i'm DAM bored in da hostel......man i miss home....sobz.......

KDU: Day 1, (Orientation)

2006-01-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! i can use a com.....muahahahaha!!! kay....straight to my stuff.....i wun remember much coz itz already like 2 days ago...so....here goes;

i woke up 6 in da morning clean up n reached KDU at about...7 sth.....oi cheras to da place need one hour man.......no jam summore.....then went for breakfast with my dad, n went waited for them to start da registration.....da 1st day was quite boring la....coz....firstly, i'm in a new place....no fwenz, n da whole orientation was kinda bored la......speech speech speech.......imagine dat.....n then we got a campus tour.....

first da "tour guide" showed da classes n then he showed da com lab, library n so, n i tell u.....they r so dam high tech man.....u need to finger scan to get in....wow...! n da library is BIG! n da quality is far far FAR better than SMI library.....even da tambun library lose to them for quality......fuiyoh....

da thing finished about 1 sth n we had a break.....n my course briefing starts at 2....i'm taking mass comm btw, so normally da peepz will be having their lunch n so....ut as for me, i walked up n down, 1st to look for da wan in chrage of hostels stuffs coz dat dude still haven't gave me da key...n i dun wanna sleep in da streets....while waiting for him(hez busy) i got my student card done......da student is another kewl thing they got....it doesn't onli work as an ID for u, u can buy stuffs like books, drinks, food with dat!!....LKW pun tak da ini(according to da LKW blog la).......n finally!!! i got my hostel key!! i dun hafta sleep in da streets....when i look at my watch.....DAM! 1.55 p.m. ??!!!! so.....i hafta skip lunch...

2 pm, got into da class, sat down, look around n noticed one thing......80% r gals!!...(wat the...).then da lecturer came in....brief bout da course n bla bla bla.....n finally...4!! i can go...yes!!! then went office took my luggage(i left it there coz dat time no key yet) walk to da hostel, kau tim everything n then went for dinner then balik then tidur.......

datz my 1st day in KDU n pj.....n i miss ipoh a LOT!!!

days in KL

2005-12-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

Day 1.....

woke up early in da morning....around 6 sth....fuiyoh.....dam sleepy....
wat to do....hafta follow my dad's time....he hafta work, no work no money......lolz...
da journey was ok....coz i slept da whole time, then finally reached kl bout 7 sth.....my dad park his car in his office n showed me n goon da waay from his office to KLCC.....n left us alone when we reached there.....

then we took da putra line to kelana jaya.....n took a cab to KDU......my purpose in KL is to get my hostel key from them but....this is wat happened:

mengz: excuse me, i'm looking for ms. su ching[da counsellor hu registered me]
da dude: okay, have a seat please.

after few seconds,

SC: (blur blur look at me)
mengz: kok meng, mass comm, hostel?
SC: ohhhh....ya....gimme one minute ya....

after few minutes,

SC: erhm....sori ah, we cant give u da key yet coz da room is not ready yet...can u come back tomorrow?
mengz: (swt..) erhm.....okay, and (taking out my forecast result) u asked me to bring this.
SC: oh ya, come with me.....
mengz: followed her to da office

when finish da bussiness,

SC: i'll call you later to confirm da time with u, okay?
mengz: ok....bye.....

then took a cab back to da LRT station n change n change rails again then reached low yat, goon's paradise......lepak around see coms, take catalogue n goon explain da coms stuff to me, n he bought a com fan....then went time square, walk around n see lotz n lotz of weird ppl...then went back to KLCC, wait for my dad to call.....then went for dinner n balik tidur la......

(did u guyz noticed dat da SC din call me??)

end of day 1

DAY 2.....

woke up 8 sth, went out about 10 sth for our brunch n i called da SC.....

SC: helo?
mengz: su ching? dis is kok meng.i........
SC: oh ya kok meng, i was about to call u...
mengz: oh.....erhm, wat time will my hostel be ready?
SC: erhm......u can come around 1 to take ur key....
mengz: ok....thx....bye

then we makan....n while waiting for cab.....my phone rang....

SC: helo, kok meng?
mengzz: yeah?
SC: dis is su ching from KDU ah, i'm very sorry ah, da person in chrage for ur hostel is busy around 1....can u come around 3??
mengzz: (marlou...3 AH??!!) er......ok

then we took cab went KLCC...
in KLCC, called my dad ask him come pick me after his lunch to KDU, settle my stuff then balik.....the both of us walk around until we tought of sth fun to do......hehe.....
prank call....!! i use my phone to call sumone from his phonebook n kacau da fella while he do da same to mine....

victim no. 1: shuen king(datz from goon's phone n she tak da my phone num.....hehe)
da call goes like dis....*ahem*

SK: helo?
mengz: may i speak to ms. shuen king pls?
SK: yes, speaking.
mengz: erhm.....dis is the education department....
SK: uh huh....
mengz: we wan to inform u dat u r caught cheating in ur SPM examination.
SK: huh??!!
mengz: yes....u were caught cheating.
SK: hu-uh??!! meee...??? cheating????
mengz: yes, we found out dat u have similar answers with another student.
SK: WAT?? wait.....who r u?
mengz: i'm one of da officers from da department.
SK: (sudah blur) wait wait.....hus da other student?? r we in da same row or wat?
mengz: sori, we cant tell u dat, and we don't care if one sit in one end and the other sit in other end, as long as u are in da same center n u have same answers, u r considered cheating.....
SK: ......... so wat u wan me to do now....?
mengz: we want u to come to da department in KL to give ur explanation, we have already informed da other student.
SK: ......
mengz: i shall pass u to my boss so he can explain wat u have to do.
SK: oh ok.....

passed da phone to goon.....

goon: hi SK....ah soon ah.....
[he had his conversation]
goon: (LOL) kay, bye......

and datz our first victim......

victim no. 2: lam pin jun(obviously from my phone la)

[goon's da wan talking, so i dunno her reaction]
goon: is dis ms. pin jun?
then bla bla bla all da same thing i said
goon: i shall pass u to my boss to explain to u wat u should do.

passed da phone to me,

mengz: hi, how r u?
PJ: erhm......fine thank you
mengz: lei chi ngor bin gor mou? (u noe hu m i or not?)
PJ: BIN GOR LEI GEH??!!!! (hu da hell??!!)
mengz: gu ha...(guess)
PJ: BIN GOR LEI GEH?????!!!!!!!
mengz: kok meng ah.....
PJ: lei zhi ngor lam jue mie mou??!! (u noe i tot wat ah???!!!!)
mengz: mie? (wat?)
PJ: hitz fm go gor ah.....(hitz fm dat wan ah)
mengz: lol!!
n there goes da normal conversation.
mengz: bye.....

we still lotz of victims, but lazy mau type la.....da victims include, cheng fai, ah su, etc etc......LOLZ!!

then 4 sth my dad called ask us go out.....so we went out, get up my dad's fwenz car, go thru traffic jam to his office, go high class yum cha with his 3 boss, 1 drink(ice lemon tea) 5 bucks ah!! mineral water also need 3 bucks!! giiiiiiiler......then after dat go to my car, n b4 reaching da apartment my phone rang......

SC: yes? may i help u? (i called her 2 hrs b4 but no one answer)
mengz: su ching, i'll be there about 30 mins to take my key....
SC: huh???!!!! now??? knot wor, da person in charge is not here ledi wor.....can u come tomo.....
mengz: .............. talk to my dad

handed da phone to my dad n they keng......go take on da 3rd itself......marlou....made me go KL for NTH!!!!

then, we pack n balik straight.......n da satay dinner was nice.....yum......

datz my days in KL.....wasted so much cash n time for nth.....MARLOU!!!

Sun Tzu's Art of War: Chapter I

2005-12-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

I've just finish reading chapter I and I'm now very very very bored....so I just thought sharing these with everyone.

Chapter I: Laying Plans

1. The art of war is of vital importance to the State.

2. It is a matter of life and death, a road either to safety or to ruin. Hence it is a subject of inquiry which can on no account be neglected.

3. The art of war, then, is governed by five constant factors, to be taken into account in one's deliberations, when seeking to determine the conditions obtaining in the field.

4. These are: The Moral Law; Heaven; Earth; The Commander; Method and discipline.

5, 6. The Moral Law causes the people to be in complete accord with their rulers, so that they will follow him regardless of their lives, undismayed by any danger.

7. Heaven signifies night and day, cold and heat, times and season.

8. Earth comprises distances, great and small; danger and security; open ground and narrow passes; the chance of life and death.

9. The Commander stands for the virtues of wisdom, sincerity, benevolence, courage and strictness.

10. By method and discipline are to be understood the marshaling of the army in its proper subdivisions, the graduations of rank among the officers, the maintenance of roads by which supplies may reach the army, and the control of military expenditure.

11. These five heads should be familiar to every general: he who knows them will be victorious, he who knows them not will fail.

12. Therefore, i your deliberations, when seeking to determine the military conditions, let them be made the basis of a comparison, in this wise:

13. (1) Which of the two sovereigns is imbued with the Moral Law?
(2) Which of the two generals has more ability?
(3) With whom lie the advantages derived from Heaven and Earth?
(4) On which side discipline most rigorously enforced?
(5) Which army is stronger?
(6) On which side are officers and men more highly trained?
(7) In which army is there the greater constancy both in reward and punishment?

14. By means of these seven considerations I can forecast victory or defeat.

15. The general that hearkens to my counsel and acts upon it, will conquer: let such one be reatained in command! The general that hearkens not to my counsel nor acts upon it, will suffer defeat:--let such a one be dismissed!

16. While heading the profit of my counsel, avail yourself also of any helpful circumstances over and beyond the ordinary rules.

17. According as circumstances are favourable, one should modify ones plans.

18. All warfare is based on deception.

19 Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem in active; when we are near, we must make enemy believe we are far away; when we are far away, we must make him believe we are near.

20. Hold out baits to entice the enemy. Feign disorder, and crush him.

21. If he is secure at all points, be prepared for him. If he is in superior strength, evade him.

22. If your opponent is of choleric temper, seek to irritate him. Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant.

23. If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, seperate them.

24. Attack him where he is unprepared, appear when you are not expected.

25. These military devices, leading to victory, must not be divulged beforehand.

26. Now the general who wins in a battle makes many calculations in his temple are the battle is fought. The general who loses is a battle makes few calculations beforehand. Thus do many calculations lead to victory, and few calculations to defeat: how much more no calculation at all! It is by attention to this point that I can foresee who is likely to win or lose.

dat is all from chapter 1. enjoy....... :) n pls dun steal dis n post sumwhere else.....very susah to type u noe.....

letz get it started.....

2005-12-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

since i'm damn bored at home, i might as well start blogging...besides, i'm leaving to KL for college, so....dis is sumthing i can do to at least keep my fwenz updated bout me....hehe.....