Life is really tough

It's been 6 days since Vincent passed away. Looking at his pictures in his frienster, in my blog really brings back memories, how he trained me in library, how he jokes with us, wat he teach me about life and all. Now I really feel regret for not staying in contach with him since he left school till now. I know regretting won't change anything, since he's already gone. All I can do now is appreciate who I have now around me, no one can predict what will happen.

College on the other hand, I tough college will be my new life, everything will be different from before. But, who knows, history is starting to repeat. I'm never serious in work in everybody's eyes. I tried to be serious, I tried to help out, but end up I'm doing unecessary things. My actions are always playing, my ideas are always joking, it's just hard to accept these. I AM always walking around telling jokes around, talking trash around. That's just who I am, I talk trash so everyone won't get so tensed up. I joke to see smiles and laughters. But I know when to crap, when not to, it's really sad to know that most people don't know. When I'm serious, I want my ideas to come out, I want to help with the knowledge I have. It may not be the best idea, but at least LISTEN and understand waht I'm trying to say or do.

Is it really me doing the wrong thing? Being me myself and I. Or is it just...what? I want to know.

Condolence for Vincent Lee Kah Kin

It is sad to hear the lost of our beloved friend, Vincent Lee Kah Kin who passed away due to heart problem. Let us pray from the bottom of our heart that, may he rest in peace and God bless him.

merdaka day

Here I am sitting in front of my computer at 3.30 a.m. Thanks to some guys playing with their cars, sounds of fierce screeching tyres could be heard in my room. I was like, "oh damn...why can;t they do these when I was there??", and how I wish my car is here so that i can do the same thing. Anyway, since I'm pretty free now, might as well just update abit.

Merdeka day was over like, few hours ago. Many people celebrated by partying, watching fireworks, went clubbing (merdeka eve night la of course), etc. I on the other hand went chilling at a nearby park with my friends. we bought a big bottle of tiger each and just basically sit down and relax. Though there's not much activity but, its actually fun to just sit down chatting and chill with your friends. Man, when can you find these kind of things to do acter you graduate? Only in your youths you can do these kind of stuffs. It will be even better if many other joined us, and especially *sumbody la* for me. Hehe. But anyway, its great hanging with you guys though. You guys are just great.

let the party begin

what will you say for a tiger?

angelus with his wong fei hong pose

oh yea baby!!

I know......I look gay in this

guys enjoying da beers, girls go for vitagen

Well, that's the last picture before my batteries worn out. And again, it's great spending time chilling with you guys like that. Love you all.